Monday, February 28, 2011

5 Days and Counting.

By Friday afternoon I will be in sunny (hopefully) Florida for a week of vacation. This time more than ever we as a family really "need" it and are very much looking forward to it.
To blog or not to blog? Well it's apparently what I do so here goes...

Some of you may know and most of you may not know that Jen was pregnant! We were super excited and also nervous about adding another member to our family. Having finally told the kids their excitement made ours go through the roof! About two days after telling the kids Jen had some complications and went to the doctor. There we found out we had lost the baby. We all have been super bummed. I tend to go into things naive. I know of the risks of a pregnancy but always assume it's someone else. When it's you...it sucks. The hardest part for me was when we told the kids. Poor Brinna didn't know how to respond. When it sunk in she was destroyed. The next day I dropped her off at school. It was the hardest thing I had to do. I just wanted to go home with her and lay on the couch. But, as we all know, life goes on. We are moving on, with the help of so many great friends and family. A big hug and thank you go out to all of you. Thanks.

So yeah, moving on...
I did manage a three hour ride yesterday before work. The amount of snow we got was not enough to plow but enough to make things sketchy. Even with the front tire studded I went down once, of course with cars around...it never fails. The gravel roads were actually some of the best conditions. I was on the single speed so when I had to stand and climb the rear tire slipped so I had to soft pedal a lot. All in all the ride was ok. I was pretty tense so I had a stiff neck at the end. Very much longing for warmer days.

Thanks again...

Out.

7 comments:

pooman said...

sorry to hear about your loss. some couples are never lucky enough to have any kids. life goes on

Anonymous said...

Thanks for posting, Ben. God bless all of you. Love, MOM

b1umb0y said...

Sorry Doom, all my best to you and your family.

Anonymous said...

Continue to think about you guys and send you positive thoughts. Here's to a great week in Florida--you guys do need and deserve it. Hope you have a wonderful week there. Love you.

Eric said...

sorry ben. words, at moments like these, don't seem like enough and too much all at once. you and your family are full of strength and courage, though, and I know that the return of happiness is as sure as the return of warmer days.

Two Wheels at a time said...

Have a great week in Florida and I am very sorry to hear about your loss.

Angela Schroden said...

Doom Family,

Very sorry to hear about your loss and sorry I couldn't send this message last week. Even though your news was very new and maybe unexpected, it is still a great loss. I wish you all strength, courage, and love as you work through the grief together. I hope you are enjoying your vacation in Florida as I'm sure is much needed!