Friday, May 01, 2020

Not the Week of Riding I Planned.

What. A. Week.
The shop was crazy busy this week.  I've been in the bike world since 1994.  I don't remember anything like this.  Bikes have been coming and going all week at the shop in the form of sales or repairs.

Wednesday I had to leave a bit early to go sign the paper work for refinancing our home.  It was pretty busy when I left.  My plan was to try and put 100 miles in that afternoon/evening.  But I felt bad leaving and we needed bikes built.  So I went back to work and stayed till 9:30-10 building bikes.

Thursday was the most beautiful day.  Perfect weather.  But also Harper's Birthday.  During a normal school year I would have been off riding after she got on the bus.  But this year is anything but normal.  So I stayed home, having a great day with the family.  That consisted of doughnuts for breakfast, Val's for lunch, hammocks, scavenger hunts, and a bike ride on a new bike for Harper.

She was super stoked.

Despite it being a great day I couldn't help but agonize over my week of not riding.  What is wrong with me?!  Once and addict always addict I guess.  My anxiety was pretty high most of the day because of this.  I know it's silly but I can't just flip a switch and be fine with it.  Although I wish I could!  I went to bed last night with my alarm set at 4:30 to ride.  I changed that before falling asleep.  Instead I'm heading into work early to tackle some repairs or build more bikes.  Maybe this weekend I will sneak a ride in or two.  It's good for me not to ride both mentally and physically.  It's just not easy!

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